Alexandria Ocasio-Cortez.Photo: Cruz Valdez/GQRep.Alexandria Ocasio-Cortezsays thatopening up about her sexual assaulthelped her realize that the incident propelled her to public service,tellingGQin a new interview: “My sexual assault was a pivotal event in the trajectory that led me to run for office.““I can say that in retrospect, but obviously I didn’t know that at the time,” she said.The 32-year-old New York representative first opened up about the assault in the wake of theinsurrection attemptat the U.S. Capitol on Jan. 6, 2021 — taking to Instagram Live to share her story of past trauma.“The reason I’m getting emotional in this moment is because the folks who tell us to move on, that it’s not a big deal, that we should forget what’s happened, or even telling us to apologize, these are the same tactics of abusers,” she said in the Live.She continued: “I’m a survivor of sexual assault, and I haven’t told many people that in my life. But when we go through trauma, trauma compounds on each other.“Speaking toGQ, the lawmaker said she “could not talk about” Jan. 6 without disclosing the assault, “because it was such a central part of my experience.“Cruz Valdez/GQ"I felt like I could not really adequately communicate what that experience was without giving people the context of what I had lived through and what was being echoed, because so much of it was about resonance and fear of a thing that was not theoretical but a fear of a thing that I had experienced,” she added.Speaking toCNN’s Dana Bashin an interview last year, Ocasio-Cortez shared that shefeared for her lifewhile hiding from the rioters.“I didn’t think that I was just going to be killed. I thought other things were going to happen to me as well,” she said.Asked then if she feared she was going to be sexually assaulted, the New York lawmaker told Bash, “Yeah, yeah. I thought I was.“Never miss a story — sign up forPEOPLE’s free daily newsletterto stay up-to-date on the best of what PEOPLE has to offer, from juicy celebrity news to compelling human interest stories.Speaking to GQ, Ocasio-Cortez says that her prior experience with assault has also “forced me to confront all of these things that I was taught about my self-worth as a woman.““I didn’t grow up in an explicitly ideological household … I grew up in a very socially conservative and very deeply religious household with very prescriptive messages about women,” she said. “And it’s not even sometimes that they’re just handed down from your parents, but just from the culture that you live in.”

Alexandria Ocasio-Cortez.Photo: Cruz Valdez/GQ

ALEXANDRIA OCASIO-CORTEZ COVERS GQ’S OCTOBER ISSUE

Rep.Alexandria Ocasio-Cortezsays thatopening up about her sexual assaulthelped her realize that the incident propelled her to public service,tellingGQin a new interview: “My sexual assault was a pivotal event in the trajectory that led me to run for office.““I can say that in retrospect, but obviously I didn’t know that at the time,” she said.The 32-year-old New York representative first opened up about the assault in the wake of theinsurrection attemptat the U.S. Capitol on Jan. 6, 2021 — taking to Instagram Live to share her story of past trauma.“The reason I’m getting emotional in this moment is because the folks who tell us to move on, that it’s not a big deal, that we should forget what’s happened, or even telling us to apologize, these are the same tactics of abusers,” she said in the Live.She continued: “I’m a survivor of sexual assault, and I haven’t told many people that in my life. But when we go through trauma, trauma compounds on each other.“Speaking toGQ, the lawmaker said she “could not talk about” Jan. 6 without disclosing the assault, “because it was such a central part of my experience.“Cruz Valdez/GQ"I felt like I could not really adequately communicate what that experience was without giving people the context of what I had lived through and what was being echoed, because so much of it was about resonance and fear of a thing that was not theoretical but a fear of a thing that I had experienced,” she added.Speaking toCNN’s Dana Bashin an interview last year, Ocasio-Cortez shared that shefeared for her lifewhile hiding from the rioters.“I didn’t think that I was just going to be killed. I thought other things were going to happen to me as well,” she said.Asked then if she feared she was going to be sexually assaulted, the New York lawmaker told Bash, “Yeah, yeah. I thought I was.“Never miss a story — sign up forPEOPLE’s free daily newsletterto stay up-to-date on the best of what PEOPLE has to offer, from juicy celebrity news to compelling human interest stories.Speaking to GQ, Ocasio-Cortez says that her prior experience with assault has also “forced me to confront all of these things that I was taught about my self-worth as a woman.““I didn’t grow up in an explicitly ideological household … I grew up in a very socially conservative and very deeply religious household with very prescriptive messages about women,” she said. “And it’s not even sometimes that they’re just handed down from your parents, but just from the culture that you live in.”

Rep.Alexandria Ocasio-Cortezsays thatopening up about her sexual assaulthelped her realize that the incident propelled her to public service,tellingGQin a new interview: “My sexual assault was a pivotal event in the trajectory that led me to run for office.”

“I can say that in retrospect, but obviously I didn’t know that at the time,” she said.

The 32-year-old New York representative first opened up about the assault in the wake of theinsurrection attemptat the U.S. Capitol on Jan. 6, 2021 — taking to Instagram Live to share her story of past trauma.

“The reason I’m getting emotional in this moment is because the folks who tell us to move on, that it’s not a big deal, that we should forget what’s happened, or even telling us to apologize, these are the same tactics of abusers,” she said in the Live.

She continued: “I’m a survivor of sexual assault, and I haven’t told many people that in my life. But when we go through trauma, trauma compounds on each other.”

Speaking toGQ, the lawmaker said she “could not talk about” Jan. 6 without disclosing the assault, “because it was such a central part of my experience.”

Cruz Valdez/GQ

ALEXANDRIA OCASIO-CORTEZ COVERS GQ’S OCTOBER ISSUE

“I felt like I could not really adequately communicate what that experience was without giving people the context of what I had lived through and what was being echoed, because so much of it was about resonance and fear of a thing that was not theoretical but a fear of a thing that I had experienced,” she added.

Speaking toCNN’s Dana Bashin an interview last year, Ocasio-Cortez shared that shefeared for her lifewhile hiding from the rioters.

“I didn’t think that I was just going to be killed. I thought other things were going to happen to me as well,” she said.

Asked then if she feared she was going to be sexually assaulted, the New York lawmaker told Bash, “Yeah, yeah. I thought I was.”

Never miss a story — sign up forPEOPLE’s free daily newsletterto stay up-to-date on the best of what PEOPLE has to offer, from juicy celebrity news to compelling human interest stories.

Speaking to GQ, Ocasio-Cortez says that her prior experience with assault has also “forced me to confront all of these things that I was taught about my self-worth as a woman.”

“I didn’t grow up in an explicitly ideological household … I grew up in a very socially conservative and very deeply religious household with very prescriptive messages about women,” she said. “And it’s not even sometimes that they’re just handed down from your parents, but just from the culture that you live in.”

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