Louis Tomlinson.Photo: Noam Galai/GettyLouis Tomlinsonis getting candid aboutOne Direction’s split.In a new interview withThe Timeson Thursday, the singer, 31, confessed that the band’s breakup in 2015 left him “mortified.““When One Direction split up, I was mortified, I was absolutely gutted,” he said. “I was a bit bitter, I suppose because it just felt like another loss to me. But I’ve a better understanding of things now, and there’s not as much anger. It is what it is.“The band — made up of Tomlinson,Harry Styles,Zayn Malik,Niall HoranandLiam Payne, — announced they were going on hiatus in August 2015. The following year, Tomlinson’s mother Johannah Deakindied from leukemiaat the age of 42. His 18-year-old sister Félicité thendied two years later, after accidentally overdosing on cocaine, painkillers and an anxiety drug.Despite his feelings over the band’s split, the British star says he’d still “be up” for a reunion with the boys, who were formed into a group during the 2010 series ofThe X Factor U.K.Never miss a story — sign up forPEOPLE’s free daily newsletterto stay up-to-date on the best of what PEOPLE has to offer, from juicy celebrity news to compelling human interest stories.One Direction.David M. Benett/Getty"Getting back together at some point is hard to imagine right now,” he continued toThe Times.“But I’d be surprised if we lived out our lives and didn’t have a moment where we had a reunion, or whatever you want to call it. I’d be up for that.“He added, “I do miss the boys and I do definitely miss being one of the five, but I like doing my own thing too. It was time.“Since leaving One Direction, Tomlinson has released two solo albums, 2020’sWallsand 2022’sFaith in the Future, the latter of which went to No. 1 in the U.K. and No. 5 in the U.S.Harry Styles performs at the 2023 Grammys.Kevin Winter/GettyBut that hasn’t stopped him from being envious of Styles' success. The 29-year-old recentlywon two Grammys, fourBRIT Awardsand is currently on a sell-out global tour.“Well, it’s not a surprise is it?” Tomlinson said of Styles' stardom. “We were always aware that Harry fit that mold, and it’s been an amazing thing to watch. Envy? At the start maybe, when I was trying to find my feet, but it’s never healthy to cross-reference your own success with others is it?“These days I’m learning to elevate myself in those moments when I have to. I didn’t know how to do that before, but now? Now I know I f—ing can.“Stylesthanked his One Direction bandmatesduring his acceptance speech for British artist of the year at the BRITs earlier this month.“I want to thank my mum for signing me up forX Factorwithout telling me, so I literally wouldn’t be here without you. I want to thank Niall, Louis, Liam and Zayn because I wouldn’t be here without you either. Thank you so much,” Styles said in his speech.

Louis Tomlinson.Photo: Noam Galai/Getty

Louis Tomlinson visits ‘Hits 1’ with Nicole Ryan and Ryan Sampson at the SiriusXM Studios on September 16, 2022 in New York City.

Louis Tomlinsonis getting candid aboutOne Direction’s split.In a new interview withThe Timeson Thursday, the singer, 31, confessed that the band’s breakup in 2015 left him “mortified.““When One Direction split up, I was mortified, I was absolutely gutted,” he said. “I was a bit bitter, I suppose because it just felt like another loss to me. But I’ve a better understanding of things now, and there’s not as much anger. It is what it is.“The band — made up of Tomlinson,Harry Styles,Zayn Malik,Niall HoranandLiam Payne, — announced they were going on hiatus in August 2015. The following year, Tomlinson’s mother Johannah Deakindied from leukemiaat the age of 42. His 18-year-old sister Félicité thendied two years later, after accidentally overdosing on cocaine, painkillers and an anxiety drug.Despite his feelings over the band’s split, the British star says he’d still “be up” for a reunion with the boys, who were formed into a group during the 2010 series ofThe X Factor U.K.Never miss a story — sign up forPEOPLE’s free daily newsletterto stay up-to-date on the best of what PEOPLE has to offer, from juicy celebrity news to compelling human interest stories.One Direction.David M. Benett/Getty"Getting back together at some point is hard to imagine right now,” he continued toThe Times.“But I’d be surprised if we lived out our lives and didn’t have a moment where we had a reunion, or whatever you want to call it. I’d be up for that.“He added, “I do miss the boys and I do definitely miss being one of the five, but I like doing my own thing too. It was time.“Since leaving One Direction, Tomlinson has released two solo albums, 2020’sWallsand 2022’sFaith in the Future, the latter of which went to No. 1 in the U.K. and No. 5 in the U.S.Harry Styles performs at the 2023 Grammys.Kevin Winter/GettyBut that hasn’t stopped him from being envious of Styles' success. The 29-year-old recentlywon two Grammys, fourBRIT Awardsand is currently on a sell-out global tour.“Well, it’s not a surprise is it?” Tomlinson said of Styles' stardom. “We were always aware that Harry fit that mold, and it’s been an amazing thing to watch. Envy? At the start maybe, when I was trying to find my feet, but it’s never healthy to cross-reference your own success with others is it?“These days I’m learning to elevate myself in those moments when I have to. I didn’t know how to do that before, but now? Now I know I f—ing can.“Stylesthanked his One Direction bandmatesduring his acceptance speech for British artist of the year at the BRITs earlier this month.“I want to thank my mum for signing me up forX Factorwithout telling me, so I literally wouldn’t be here without you. I want to thank Niall, Louis, Liam and Zayn because I wouldn’t be here without you either. Thank you so much,” Styles said in his speech.

Louis Tomlinsonis getting candid aboutOne Direction’s split.

In a new interview withThe Timeson Thursday, the singer, 31, confessed that the band’s breakup in 2015 left him “mortified.”

“When One Direction split up, I was mortified, I was absolutely gutted,” he said. “I was a bit bitter, I suppose because it just felt like another loss to me. But I’ve a better understanding of things now, and there’s not as much anger. It is what it is.”

The band — made up of Tomlinson,Harry Styles,Zayn Malik,Niall HoranandLiam Payne, — announced they were going on hiatus in August 2015. The following year, Tomlinson’s mother Johannah Deakindied from leukemiaat the age of 42. His 18-year-old sister Félicité thendied two years later, after accidentally overdosing on cocaine, painkillers and an anxiety drug.

Despite his feelings over the band’s split, the British star says he’d still “be up” for a reunion with the boys, who were formed into a group during the 2010 series ofThe X Factor U.K.

Never miss a story — sign up forPEOPLE’s free daily newsletterto stay up-to-date on the best of what PEOPLE has to offer, from juicy celebrity news to compelling human interest stories.

One Direction.David M. Benett/Getty

Liam Payne, Zayn Malik, Louis Tomlinson, Harry Styles and Niall Horan of One Direction attend The BRIT Awards 2014 at the 02 Arena on February 19, 2014 in London, England

“Getting back together at some point is hard to imagine right now,” he continued toThe Times.“But I’d be surprised if we lived out our lives and didn’t have a moment where we had a reunion, or whatever you want to call it. I’d be up for that.”

He added, “I do miss the boys and I do definitely miss being one of the five, but I like doing my own thing too. It was time.”

Since leaving One Direction, Tomlinson has released two solo albums, 2020’sWallsand 2022’sFaith in the Future, the latter of which went to No. 1 in the U.K. and No. 5 in the U.S.

Harry Styles performs at the 2023 Grammys.Kevin Winter/Getty

Harry Styles performs onstage during the 65th GRAMMY Awards at Crypto.com Arena on February 05, 2023 in Los Angeles, California.

But that hasn’t stopped him from being envious of Styles' success. The 29-year-old recentlywon two Grammys, fourBRIT Awardsand is currently on a sell-out global tour.

“Well, it’s not a surprise is it?” Tomlinson said of Styles' stardom. “We were always aware that Harry fit that mold, and it’s been an amazing thing to watch. Envy? At the start maybe, when I was trying to find my feet, but it’s never healthy to cross-reference your own success with others is it?

“These days I’m learning to elevate myself in those moments when I have to. I didn’t know how to do that before, but now? Now I know I f—ing can.”

Stylesthanked his One Direction bandmatesduring his acceptance speech for British artist of the year at the BRITs earlier this month.

“I want to thank my mum for signing me up forX Factorwithout telling me, so I literally wouldn’t be here without you. I want to thank Niall, Louis, Liam and Zayn because I wouldn’t be here without you either. Thank you so much,” Styles said in his speech.

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