AfterSelena Gomezreleased her emotional single “Lose You to Love Me” at midnight, the singer reflected on her most difficult times on social media.
“I’m literally just laying down and thanking Jesus… Where my father has taken me and placing me is exactly where I am meant to be,” she wrote. “He said to me ‘Selena hold on, I hurt when you hurt. I cry when you cry but I will NEVER, EVER leave your side. Work with me, walk with me and watch how I do it.'”
“He always surprises me and I re-fall in love with Him every single time. In my worst moments, like awful, most painful moments -I never stopped falling to my knees wanting and needing only His love,” she continued. “See the enemy keeps trying to tear me down and it’s just not gonna happen. Not today. Not the next..”
“Set fire to my purpose and I let it burn / You got off in the hurtin’ when I wasn’t yours,” sings Gomez on one verse, seemingly referencing Bieber’s 2015 albumPurpose.
Then in a later verse, Gomez gets even more specific, singing: “In two months you replaced us like it was easy / Made me think I deserved it in the thick of healing.”
After calling it quits again with Gomez in March 2018, the 25-year-old “Sorry” singer moved on quickly — and publicly — with hisnow-wife Hailey Baldwin,proposing to the modeljust months later.
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“I want people to feel hope and to know you will come out the other side stronger and a better version of yourself,” she added.
Over the last year, Gomez has beenposting videos and photosfrom the studio on her social media accounts, hinting at a follow-up to herlast solo album,Revival, which debutedat No. 1 on the Billboard 200.
“I feel like the next few choices that I’m gonna make are very crucial, so I’m trying to be really, really diligent and just patient with everything,” she told her fans earlier this year. “The album is coming very soon.”
source: people.com
